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I strain from the barrage

The constant abuse and torment

To alleviate the suffering

Into Euphoria my descent

I Carve into the flesh

The schizophrenic mural

Portraits of the Grotesque

Engravings, gouged , surreal

Criss Cross, Parallel, Perpendicular patterns

Embed into Fibrous scarred tissue quivering lips

Absence of Support, Cant Cease, Irrational Thinking

The twitching echoes through my Fingertips

Repulsive Habits

Maneuver between reality

and the unearthly

Steer to subconsciousness

Fractured sense in a journey

An unraveling of Discernment

A numb soul , dead in the heart

To step out of an enclosed shell

A new life, a work of art

Mold, absolve the tension

Chisel, Liberate the fear

Sculpt, Disseminate the psyche

Etch, Extricate the tears

I Clutch Myself; excavating

into the open cavity

Smirk at their shock

as they know this is my revenge

I Cannot believe this feeling I get

from the shock at my reprisal

Continue to fashion, fabricate and contrive

A masterpiece; At full arousal

Repulsive Habits

Reflecting on Actions; Punished with Impunity

Discovered a Magnum Opus, Pain to no longer endure

Redirected the Misery; To Aesthetic Pleasure

the Agglomeration of Remains; Much To Explore