the walls are melting above my head i shut my eyes and i dream that i'm dead i see the faces of the ones that i love i see them crying tears of blood it's on these nights that my eyes want to cry but on the inside my mind wants to die sweaty, shaking with my head in my hands empty, drifting like a cloud of sand i have hopes that one day i'll raise my head and see a godless sky i have hopes that one day, i'll find a person that knows that they're alive and this is where it ends the book is a trick; the fallacy of sin it's just a trick to keep you locked in skin i've been here before, sweaty shaking on the floor and despite my life, i dwell on what's gone wrong but i might not be here all that long are we born with nowhere to breathe? our minds are sick, broken, diseased the truth, they hide the answers they'll kill us off with a 1000 cancers