I've been here and lived my life These silent thoughts they make me cry Pushing me over the edge of life, I can't pretend no more, this is the end And I'm trying to get over you But I can't help myself no more Step into my shade Join the dark parade Laughter as I fall - I'm going down insane You pierce my soul, without the pain Pull down the curtains baby it's time to lay Pushing me over the edge of life, I can't pretend no more, this is the end And I'm trying to get over you But I can't help myself no more Step into my shade Join the dark parade Laughter as I fall - I'm going down insane