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Determined to fade away

No part of that flock

Pay tribute to the flag

Cease to exist

Will to live removed

Illness supporting death

Do you fear – the end is near

Do you see – the endtime scenery

A carnival of lies

Told to myself

Phantoms lead the way

Killing pain with death

Ravenous cells

Time for eternal sleep

Relief from life

Relief from suffering

Here I stand solitude

Take me back to your womb

Embrace my soul finally

Let me sleep eternally

Place of release

Please wait for me

Fading existence

Of struggle and loss

Across the threshold

Towards the shimmering light

Reaching a trance-like state

My final experience