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I feel It pulsing

Just underneath

In my veins

Riding the blood within

Feeding on my vitality

Coursing in me

Selfless emotion and self doubt

Disregarding

My essential needs

Retreating to my alone state

Pins and needles

stomach turning

Want to speak but stay silent

Face is burning

Why am I here it says to me

To many people just leave

Kill yourself and let me win and have my feast

I eat your sanity

I feel selfish

I feel open

I feel lost

I feel closed the fuck off

I want to speak but please leave me

Fighting

What is inside

Fake smiles

It's all o.k. for today tomorrow I may lose

It may consume

It's crawling skin deep