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I thought justice had to be defended,

thought that I would fight for the right thing.

There’s no right or wrong when

hell’s on earth extended!

War shows me the result of my decision!

Sometimes I see the love between people

often I can see the hate.

Sometimes I feel the cold and the darkness

- our final state?

Sometimes I feel my life-book is closing

and it feels like drowning;

Sometimes I see that the things I’ve chosen

aren’t the right things for me!

All I have to see

is that there’s nowhere left to hide for me

from this horrible reality

- life stops now

I stare in a face in front of me;

the order was to shoot the enemy.

Made of flesh and blood, so damned real,

his eyes tell me exactly how I feel!

Sometimes I wake up in the night and I’m screaming

feeling my end has come.

Often I tried to pull the trigger at my temple

- the only way to get out!

Then I feel my life-book is closing

and it feels like drowning.

Then I see that the things I’ve chosen

aren’t the right things for me!