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Did I tell you that I never really loved you

did I tell you why I cared

did I tell you that the man you see

was never really there?

It was my fantasy that took your face

your body and your mind…

it was the dream come true but it wasn’t you

it was what I wished you to be!

And I take it onto me

I will feel when autumn leaves

it’s the death of harmony

that was reality only in my dreams…

Now it leads down and down and down

and your stench is all around

and I will hear no other sound

than of the knife that will be in your head (forever)

And I still see your hands

that pray to never stop our dance

and your lips which long for my mouth

and my breath…

And I will never understand

that we felt safe in our romance

which seemed to be

the anarchy of our dreams…

And I will always wonder why

I never tried to stop the try

There is so much that you don’t see

when you’re involved…

And I take it onto me

I will feel when autumn leaves

it’s the death of harmony

that was reality only in my dreams…

And then I drown and drown and drown

in a sea of melted crowns

but can we ever stop to see

what our souls need?

And so I jump into your steam

and inside I raise a dream

and I will never ever really know

anything at all

And inside I start to bleed

for what I want and what I need

and I dig deep and deeper

in my fatal idiocy

And everything around

is so untrue and so worn out

so why should I stop

to project anything…

…into anyone?

And I take it onto me

I will feel when autumn leaves

it’s the death of harmony

that was reality…

And I care for everyone

who fits in my shape

- it could be anyone!

And I’ll never let them go

until I understand

that I am still alone…

I am still alone!