This is just another way to forget that I'm hurting inside. This is just another day passing me by.. You look at me with envy, not knowing the truth inside. I suffer with every breath I take and I slowly die in time.. I never succeeded, I never did anything right. I didn't see it, that I was a perfect child. I never succeeded, Alone I crossed the line. Slowly I faded red, unknown I walked the mile.. Never again shall I feel anything, never again shall I feel betrayed. This time was the final call, the one to end it all. But even if I try I'm unable to die, I'm sentenced to live my life. Alone in despair I climb to arise, to forget that I'm alive..