When I was young
I built the walls around my heart
In the name of freedom
And when I finally learned
How to keep all the things inside me
I was enslaved by disbelief
I nurtured my anxiety with flesh
I tried so hard but I couldn't make myself to communicate
Please save my soul
I know I am
More than able to love and hate
At the same time
I burned every bridge over the troubled waters
Just to see how much I can take
Turning my cheek to another mistakes
My heart is like a river, longing to the sea
And I look into the distance
To find the road
That's lost in me to find my destiny
Now my river runs to thee
So many things have changed
But I am still the same
Now my river runs to thee
I've been having a hard time
To learn from what's behind me
Now my river runs to thee
Can you forgive me if I fail
Will you still be there for me?
Now when the rivers are silent
I'm able to see blue kindness in your eyes
Now when the rivers are silent
I find myself standing still within time