Porcelain skin sweet green eyes Her beauty is divine Lord how did she ever End up with a guy like me Her existence is truly magnificent She must die Monster inside of me has no control of me Said I won’t be consumed I refuse, I refuse All of my love for you My mind is split in two One side is your beloved Other half secret Lest to be judged Monster inside of me Has full control of me Said I won’t be consumed Can’t refuse, Can’t refuse Torturous visions of Destroying what I love Her heart is all I’ve got Shatter the girl like a porcelain doll All I see in my eye Bringing on your demise These visions that I see can’t come true, won’t come true I will do what I must Defend you from my bloodlust I love you far too much I know what I have to do Saving you from myself All it takes is a belt There is no other way it gets worse everyday Her face is all i see Darkest of fantasies From the ceiling i will hang Don’t be the one who discovers me Soon your precious smile Will decay and become defiled But it will only be for a while You’re stronger than most, since you were a child I never thought there’d be a way For your memory of me to fade But I know that someday I’ll see you again And when this monster is slain I hope you never forget my name I hope that you love me forever more This pathetic fuckup will fuckup no more How I wished it wasn’t this way That we didn’t have to go our separate ways But as one last present from me to you This note on the floor says I always loved you Let me go