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Witness the beauty in darkest of things

Like the incurable torment that's encased in me

For years I’ve persisted in pathetic existence

Living a lie in my half dead appearance

This is the end of me

For better or for worse

Let this be the death of me

The end of my curse

From your view of my tides

You might think that everything's fine

But take one look in my eyes

You’ll see how I’ve been deprived

I’ve wasted all my life

But now I know my purpose

In death grows life anew

I know the earth deserve this

Could never win at life

So let me live in death

The circle won't be complete

Till I've met my defeat

Abandoned by love again

Abandoned by myself in the end

It's a shame how this world just keeps repeating itself

But can I complain when I am so often the one who's to blame

It pays to get this pain off my chest

But much more won't come out

How long must I wait until

I can finally exist without

Let seeds thrive off my entrails Let roses sprout from my eyes

Feed my bones to wild dogs Heal the Earth with my demise

Let me be alive in everything Not trapped in a wooden box

Leave no trace of me No evidence i exist

Leave my only legacy Be the weeds feeding off my limbs