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your face haunts my dreams

your smile eroding from my mind

why did you leave me behind you?

I only wanted to help you

And I know I've done wrong

But why can't you see me desperately crying out

And every time I made you cry

Is a scar that taints my feeble fucking mind

The days keep getting longer

The hours are hard to take

My sleep keeps getting worse

Thinking of every mistake I made

I wish you would believe me

I wish that you would care

I wish that you still love me

I wish that you were there

And was I ever really happy

Or were you just the only thing that kept me from

losing it all

And now that you're gone I have to learn

To live with myself

Its so fucking hard