Story of my life, searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
She's more than a girl and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again
And to her, I just can't be true
And I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other girl
I can see her dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be a murderer
I feel it in the air as I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek as he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
'Cause I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills her inside
To know that I am happy with some other girl
I can see her dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be a murderer
Our love, her trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to her head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
And I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt her anymore
I don't wanna take away her life
I don't wanna be a murderer
A murderer