Trying to Find the Fairytale I Lost Lyrics


I take another step towards the ledge

Eyes closed as I know what is there

Dark is the night of my life and terrifying

The stars are calling me

Embraced by this void

Black holes reveal themselves

Demon is the name you gave me

But now I take my existence back

Trying to find

The fairytale

I lost

Embraced by this void

Black holes reveal themselves

Demon is the name you gave me

But now I take my existence back

Into the blackness of the abyss

Goes all my hate and my suffering

Shallow up all my being

My consciousness now lost in a new way

I am trying to find

The fairytale I lost so long ago

It was lost to your hatred for me

I was a child and I knew no better

Never again, never again

Never again to feel this pain

I shall be one with universe once more

From ashes to ashes

And from dust

To dust

Embraced by this void

Black holes reveal themselves

Demon is the name you gave me

But now I take my existence back

Trying to find

The fairytale

I lost