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I wish for a better life

I wish for a meaningful death

I wish for a caring wife

I wish to hold my breath

My breath

What is the meaning of this?

Why am I in this abyss?

This is not what I wish

Can I not at least then die and wake up as a fish?

I wish for a better life

I wish for a meaningful death

I wish for a caring wife

I wish to hold my breath

In death

What is the meaning of this?

Why am I in this abyss?

This is not what I wish

Can I not at least then die and wake up as a fish?

What is the meaning of this?

Why am I in this abyss?

This is not what I wish

Can I not at least then die and wake up as a fish?

I fucking wish

I wish

Can I not at least then die and wake up as a fish?

I fucking wish