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Euphoria erodes away

Nighttime has ceased to show contrast from day

Happiness left behind

Locked away in a dark corner of my mind

Emotions are better left alone

When hope is awakened its hard to let it go

Alone, outcast from the world

Nowhere I feel at home

Alone, I don’t want to think about you or myself anymore

The moon penetrates my skull

Cycles of thoughts in my head keep me enthralled,

Into the night, flashing shades of red

Interrupt my sight

Haunting thoughts of failure

Overcoming feelings of pleasure

Faith won’t make it right

How could hell be any worse than my life?

Unclean, impure, unforgiven

Comfortable, alone and hidden

Nowhere I can go for help

I just want to leave this place

Regret a past I can’t erase

There’s no way I can change my fate

Forget the past and clean the slate

Progress is useless,

Feelings are useless.....