So many miles away that I have flown I'm sitting broken and alone This is my house But I feel like I'm never home No one can take away this pain This shattered mind and twisted frame Nothing will ever be the same 22 gone today I have been sentenced to this chair The more time flies the less I care Sometimes I sit at the window and stare And a million mothers cry the night away There's no way to escape this pain Don't you pat me on the back And tell me it's okay (just stay away) The way the children stare at me In a twisted way They're slowly driving me insane And while you're listening to this song Another one's gone today The screams of soldiers that I killed In my nightmares haunt me still I'm told relax and take these pills And a million mothers cry the night away They cry the night away Don't you pat me on the back And tell me it's okay (it's not okay) The way the children stare at me In a twisted way (twisted, twisted way) And while you're listening to this song Another one's gone today [Lead - Ross] And a million mothers cry the night away They cry the night away Don't know if I will survive Another day (another day) Something deep inside says I shouldn't stay (it's not okay) And while you're listening to this song They say be glad I have my life I see the sadness in the eyes Love my family and my wife Within these bottles I will drown To me, the world seems upside down Feeling like I don't want to be around I can't escape from these four walls I think I hear the angel's call And now it's time to end it all...