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It’s getting harder now and I can’t even front

These moments that I reap

from all the ties I’ve cut

I can’t release my mind I feel it in my gut

Ain’t no escaping now won’t even test my luck

All these fears that live in the back of my mind

Making choices and

feeling the pressure of time

Will I ever make the ones that I love proud

Is there anyone out there to hear my yell?

No!

Why am I living scared Im fearing all I see

My mental’s getting worse man

Why is this happening?

I can’t hold myself back I do it everyday

Just step into my shoes and try to walk away

This is what it’s come to, my mental war

Don’t know why I’m surprised

I won’t run, I won’t hide

The fucked up things that happened to me

They never subside

Life among ruins its all that I see

This is my mental war forced to play out,

it’s like a disease

I’ll take my time to collect

The feelings I once knew

I won’t live to regret

Things I do and all my scorn

I choose to live on but

I can’t give anymore

And that’s how it goes

My time, My own