COLD SWEAT ON MY NECK A FLASH BEFORE MY EYES SHADOWS IN THE MIST LIKE WILD DANCING UNBORNS FICTION AND REALITY NO DIFFERENCE ANYMORE WHAT IS GOING ON? WHO AM I? AM I DEAD NOW OR STILL ALIVE? SHADOWS... AM I DEAD OR ALIVE? WHERE AM I HERE AND WHY? IS THIS MY TIME TO DIE? STORMING IN MY SWOLLEN HEAD MY FANTASY MAKES A FOOL OF ME AGAIN