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I can not see any beauty through my eyes.

I can not hear any melody in my lies.

I don’t believe in this mystical illusion.

I please myself in loss and confusion.

How could I be so wrong ?

Where do I belong ?

I can not get any sense from my words.

I can not feel any magic in my world.

My inner forces and my will are gone.

My other self knows the mistake I’ve done.

Where am I coming from ?

What have I become ?

I can not taste any sweet in my poison.

I can not stay in my own-built prison.

I must stand up and get out of my cave.

Before my cage turns into my grave.

What am I doing here?

How could I disappear?