Alone is this man only with his thoughts
Hearing only his heart to beat
Depression chaining my mind on its mesh
Out of this pattern I want
We are stuck in this circle of fear
Final remedy for this is to shed a tear
Reborn to grief again
It is blackening now for me
Let it all go insane
My cold blood runs in my veins
No sympathy for anyone
All you will receive is pain
For every day from now on
I have lost my pride and shame
Regret is for fools
There is no cure for this
Ignore it, let it go, life is such a waste
I’ve seen the sun going down
Revealing the eastern moon
Brief light shows my path
Through this disorder
You are drifting away
By those streaming veils of grey
This room is filled with people
Still I feel alone
Lucky are the dead
Inside my head I groan
The garden of memories
Waiting for me
Hundreds of boulders
Misery I see