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Before I could realize, believe me, I could no longer explain how I did it.

My speech can’t follow my reasoning and my actions speak for themselves...

Unconscious desires

What I was, I will be again. But now who am I?

What I was ten seconds ago could deceive, choke and lie

If you force my memory, I'm able to die

I shivered in the face of death, my hands shook even more

If I knew I would get tired, I would have done it before

I fight against a brain trauma, I shared a bullet in your mind

If they open up your head, another trauma they will find

Dementia - on your own

Deteriorates your mind and your soul

Decaying in Dementia - my nerves

I'm drowning in Dementia – below

My functions weaken every moment

I can't even breathe, I can't control

Life does not surprise

Death is a reprise

When he died I didn't lie - I was another

When I come back to myself, I don't know who's next

It's like the weight of the universe is fighting with the weight of a drop

It's a freaking lie - I don't have the cure by my side

It's a freaking lie - Everyone keeps me in the lie

We are part of the scum

We are those who are feared

We are part of the freaks

The crazy bastards who also kills