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I belong to falls and losses

That I have suffered throughout my life

I walked constantly all this time

Just to look like I was alive

I’ve got stronger alone

This is the weight of existence

If you don't follow what is said

Must make my own way

What did they whisper when I was dying?

Something that made me want to take them with me

Where's the fun in watching someone cheat?

Maybe I know if before I go, behead them

Anyway to live is not to survive

Occasions build us up and challenge us

The way we react shows who we are

How we deal is not always the correct

Am I just a deceased now?

What will they think of me?

Should I care?

Should I dare?

I'm a deceased now

Now I'm going down

I belong to the dark and gloomy

The fall doesn't motivate me to get up

I'm used to dealing here

It's comfortable to be away

I am a laggard of existence

A dying person in search of more

If this is what they can offer

I'm going! Enough for me