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The scism of my mind

The hatred you sow

Canceling fate

Breeding hate

Trapped in my own life

Grasping at sand,

Between my fingers

Lingering in my

...mind

Knots are fraying

I'm ending this

Lies are breaking

The end is

...bliss

CHORUS

Calloused path set before me

Have no feeling trudging forward

My thoughts sheathed in pain

I can't feel,

I won't kneel again

VERSE2

The lies that make hate

Hasten the lies

Smiles that were faked

My plans... Destroyed... Again

You can't imagine

The spite, the might of it all

Your presence is pain

My hate... Employed... Again

Unrealized plans explode

Imploding your mind

You're going alone

Calling... The fear...

CHORUS2

Forged lies in destructive patterns

My hate wells inside

Your twisted mind has lost its hold

your cast, your class, can't mold me

MIDDLE

VERSE

How can you go on

eating me, beating me

blowing my mind

subtly twisting

Pulsing (and) binding

Noise in my head

Piercing (and) bleeding

Need must be fed

CHORUS

My plans... Destroyed... again

My hate... Employed... again

Calling... The fear... again

Facing it... one more time

VERSE2

Inside its clear you fear

The moment alone

Where nothing is controlled

Nothing you molded

Beyond your grasp

The fear is inside

CHORUS2

What a...waste...of time

What a...waste...of pain

What a...waste...

of calling and crawling and falling apart

SOLO

END

VERSE3

Days gone to die

No longer to stand by

And watch my life

What a...waste...of time

My mind a hallowed shell

A seething cavity

Filled with loathing

What a...waste...of pain

My life was not my own

Your lies took control

I had enough

What a...waste...