The white whale is hauled ashore, his heavy body leaving deep, blood stained passages in damp shale. I thank this slow swimmer for coming to the coast, for not leaving when the rest of family made for the open sea. As his body relaxes into the sand, the ripped flesh around his open wound flutters. I think of how our organs and skeletons are so similar. I stand and watch my father and grandfather cut into our beached friend. Blood, organs and thick intestines spill into the churning shallows. The dogs bray for the meaty soup, pulling themselves back on their hind legs, their mouths all teeth and dripping gums. This beluga is long, healthy and fat. Plenty will come from his carcass. Anticipation swings about our heads like bear hides drying in the brisk north wind. We are all impatient to eat. I crave the oily taste, its chewy texture the satisfaction that I have been fed by the sea. My father and grandfather work fast. Their knives are sharp, the blades slip soundlessly through the blubber, until all that is left is a memory of a white whale in blood diluted with sea water. We stock the fire with fat, chew cubes of blubber, while mother tells us how she once put her head into ice cluttered water, when her father was busy gutting a seal, and listened to the white ones gather around the ice cap and sing a song of celebration to their creator, Sedna, mother of the deep.