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A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memory

 Of shame birthed its gift.

 No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one.

 Running from beatings, deflating. I'm becoming more

 Than a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burning

 To rise beyond Jesus.

 I'm born again with snakes eyes

 Becoming Godsize

 I found my life was slipping through my hands. Perhaps

 Through death my life won't be so bad.

 I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. Staring through

 Your eyes. Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me,

 To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord.

 I'm born again with snakes eyes

 Becoming Godsize