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I'm out there in the heavy rain

The disembodied told me

That I can't stay in the rain

If I want to find joy

But here I am

Under firs in a lightless forest

Still buried under corpses of time

I lie in ambush to focus on

The goddess of rain

My sleepwalking ghost

Stands numb beside me

Watching how my life passes by

Thunderbolts cut me out

Of my hypnotic voyage

A blossoming feeling remains

Followed by the void

Of all the deceased

And unfelt moments

Swallowed by the tyrants of time

Locked up again into my insatiable

Growing fortress in the sky

Thoughts raise up the walls

Under the spell of the insidious future

And the undead past

Obsessed by the myth of the perpetual joy

My body rushes blindly through

The machinery of life

Towards one to the other hopeful light

Still lost in time

I’m straying through

My clouds of life

The last horizon

Tore my eyes open

But it’s too late

I’m rotten

I’m old