Days feel so restless
Nights have become sleepless
My appetite has run out
And I’ve not ate in days
When will this end?
When will everything end?
Will I ever become something?
Or will I always be nothing?
Aching to be something more...
But that will never come
Lies...
Pain...
Sorrow...
Lifeless...
Enduring... pain...
Misery... heartache...
I will never find peace
I can’t ever remain sane
Discordant screaming
Voices within my head
The voices calls me in
The hallucinations guides me
To the razorblade
Where I achieve eternal sleep
Away from pain and misery
A place where heartache is no more
The blade awaits
And I’ve drained my veins
Waiting for the eternal sleep
To take me away...