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I remember some days

before you escaped from my heart

it's like you were always there

imprinted in my memory

and even in the darkness I still

see you there with me

I almost wish you've never left

and now I look back at you

and I am filled with rage

a sickened hatred

that lives within me

despite all I've done

you kept on breaking my heart

piece after piece and now I'm left

bleeding with the stains of your memory

haunting me while I lie here

crying and screaming on the floor

I always thought I meant something to you

but it appears I was wrong

for it seems you never even loved me

nor have I ever even been in your heart

but even then

I will still always love you...

I look back now

and feel a bitter sadness

like a sudden rush of sorrow

I have once forgot...

maybe some memories aren't meant to stay

maybe there were never meant to be

traces of you left in my memory

but what am I to say?

you've hurt me so much

now this emptiness I live with

I can't trust the same again

and closure is nowhere to be seen

my sleep ended with you

now I panic in my sleep

because you occupy

almost every dream...

when will this all be over?