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I used to lay next to you

now I lay by myself

the smoke cleared the window

and a silhouette of you appears

like my every dream

feelings of a bittersweet nostalgia

holds onto my mind

so I cannot let you go

I remind myself it's all over

I remind myself I was never enough

again I fell for your lies

again I followed my heart

only to be led to another dead end

all these feelings

I've let them build up

and now I don't know how to feel

anymore...

there's no escape to these

constant reminders

of my mistakes

I took some pills and fell asleep

and in my sleep I dreamed of you

and you whispered to me

"it's all over"

I hope I never wake up again

it's all over...

it's all over...