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days of apathy

fills my eyes

fills my lungs

I reach out for the sun

as I once did for you

and as each day passes

I sit upon my bed

stare within the empty space

that you've left behind

a single raindrop presses against my cheek

like every tear pressed against my cheek

it's all over now...

now I'm left with only faint memories

I'm left with no escape

no way to contain my thoughts

you left me with no warmth inside

love has died

and grief has come to take

what was left of my heart

I've swallowed some pills

and overused my meds

blade to my wrist

and fall asleep

I've left my final letter beside me

"I wish you all the happiness

even if that's without me..."

"and with no brighter days

I've let darkness take me away"

"before you finish reading; just remember

if I never wake up again

...please remember I once loved you..."