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I still dream of you

And I thought we'd make it

Now I sit beside my final letter

With my last goodbyes

Written beside my open veins

In my last attempt

To end all pain

To end everything

The flowers you once gave

Will never bloom…

Only wilt along with your memories of me

You'll forget me as did everyone else

And what hurts the most

Is you will replace me…

After all this pain

And as my breathing stops

I think I have finally

Found a solution…

Shower to hide the tears

A blade down my arms

Let me hurt

Let me suffer by myself

Blood leaves me

As I am forgotten

Once again…