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I watched everything fall into place

I watched everything fall apart

I saw you in times of your worst

and always helped pick the pieces

and in this gun

lies a bullet with your name

imprinted on

maybe this bullet will kiss me

like you used to

maybe it will all

take me back

to whatever we was before this

whatever this is that we are now

no love left inside

only fear

only self hate and suicidal dysphoria

you used to make me happy

but now you make me sad and panic

you told me you hope I die alone

and in reality

that's what'll happen

no love can fill this void

you have created for me

no love in this world

can fix what you have already broken

yet my heart is too weak to forget

you took everything from me

let me go... let me go back...

let me go back to what we was

or what made me happy

I can't say that I forgive you

or that I still love you

you betrayed me so much in this life

and yet you still cling hold of me