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I open my eyes

But all I see is blackness

Isolated myself from society

Isolated myself from you…

It never gets easier

The happiness that once grew inside

Has died so many years ago

And the me that I knew

Is lost

I'm long gone now

And you will never see me again

No one will ever see me again…

Drowned by my intrusive thoughts

Engulfed in this bleak darkness

Is this all I will ever be?

Unable to become anything…

Guiding the razor

Into my heart

So I can't feel a thing

Preparing the noose

So when you find me

I'll be hanging

In the nearest tree I can find