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Withered memories is the only thing left

ever since the distance left me with this razor

I view life behind a broken lens

one that's monotone and bleak

each perspective shaped with suffering

memories slip away and numbness grows

i watched everything I love

slip between my fingers and into the cracks

of everything that'll never return

this razor is the only thing that's stayed

it reminds me of what I have... nothing

I'll never live up to anything

it'll always be this way...

you all watched as I fell apart

you all watched as I lost myself

razor going in, shut away, no sleep in days

you all sat there and watched

you all abandoned me

sheltered in the comfort of my old ways

I've lost all sense of self

I'll never be the same again

I'll never find myself.