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State of psychic collapse in amorphorous shapes

Structureless fogs the mania wields

Slicing the scenery I yearn to perceive

And the loss...

The loss of the mind turns violent and sharp

Drug-induced mindfuck turns real

As I'm stuck in the cobwebs of

Holes, spaces and voids

My sensory inputs are null

Transitioning into the void

The vast dissociative hole

I claw at my eyeballs to wake from this fuck!

Gazing upon the ruins of my mind

As it slips from my grip

Into tunnels and caves

Floating among the rancorous fields

Of mental dementia that sever the ties

To the mere perception

Yet still I am able to feel

Layers of skin scratched off of my face

From clawing at my eyeballs

To snap from this state

In a flash of realization I see

In the mirror, the disfigured me

Black holes where my eyes used to be

And my jaws are detached

From the grinding of teeth

The gashes are gutters of mud

Where pus blisters merge with the blood

In malignity....

His reflection is grinning

And mocking as my effigy

My sensory inputs are null

I am becoming the void

Psychosis is immediate

Then I'm plunging back into

The deepest of holes to

Disintegrate