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miira-

malice breeding illness everlasting

nothing really seems to even matter anymore

kieran-

i crack a smile and appease them

maybe i'm dead

maybe i am suffocating

miira-

what does it help if i can feel my soul escaping?

Soothing agony awaits me every time i close the door

kieran-

i hate this

i hate pretending

i hate deserving

i'm sick of rejecting

miira-

these little blue shapes

i saw blue skies

but now i only see the ocean that i'm drowning in

finding me revelry, bathe me in misery

kieran-

holding my hand

numbing outside

fogging the glass

wiping me clean

miira-

grinning becomes gritting of teeth

the air smells of salt and it's burning my skin

undulating body under masses of muscle and sinew

gives away the illusion of knowing that i'm okay

forfeit

kieran-

you'll live

miira-

cave in

happenstance is everything material

harboring, malignant

kieran-

empty terminal

eyes like coffins

miira-

tell me, how's it feel?

teething on a brand new emotion i can trust

i don't know if what i'm feeling is even real

i see through my eyes but i do not recognize the body

blood labored to facetious mimes and dances

painted in a frame crooked, cracked to perfection

fatal injection of confidence brings me crashing down

i thought that i had finally found something that i could live in

galvanized and shaking

something sated her in her midst

another broken promise

everything you say, now i will admit

i cannot bear to listen anymore

kieran-

anymore

miira-

fading to gray

i don't know who i am anymore