---

i was an excuse for you to have control

i always did as i was told

i always showed my stomach

what is it that i want?

you would tell me what you want me to need

trapped inside of a cell called home

even in my head

i will fucking hate you but i won't ever admit it

guilt in every step that i took

nothing would ever be good enough for you

even when i bow my head

for you to remove

you would push me more and more

till every limb was gone

i was an excuse for you to have control

i won't do as you said now

i won't show my stomach

rotting beneath our feet

hatred that never leaves

happy now just to spite

embracing all the feelings that i used to fight

now you'll never see who i became

you ran from me like a coward

abandoned your family

you coward

rot alone

rot alone