Trial Lyrics

Album: Bellum

(I hear)

Voices

screaming my name

Twisting my thoughts

Dragging me

into darkness

If I

open my eyes

They’ll still be here

Pushing me

into madness

Caskets

hitting the ground

Gavel shatters

Into tomorrow's mourning

As I

Face my judgment

Weighed, found wanting

Sentence me

to the gallows

On trial, for my mind crimes, knowing mercy will not prevail

No hope, scales distorted, trapped inside nuclear winter

Try to, understand why, Jackal God wants my weight in blood Horror in surrender, while my ghosts consume my soul

Desperate

pleas for reason

Always unheard

In my cage

all-consuming

As I

try to escape

My existence

Deeper into

the abyss

Dog God

screaming my name

Twisting my thoughts

Drowning me

in my madness

If I open

my eyes

They’ll still be here

Torture me

in my darkness

On trial, for my mind crimes, knowing mercy will not prevail

No hope, scales distorted, trapped inside nuclear winter

Try to, understand why, Jackal God wants my weight in blood Horror in surrender, while my ghosts consume my soul

Crawl into my endless horror

Crawling to my endless horror

An eternity on this trial

The fabric of time and space corrupting

Psychosis absolute

But I thank them, for their time, concluding now

Voices, twisting, my name

these voices drag me deep into my personal hell

The Jackal pushes me into my final grave

The Jackal has weighed and found me wanting

I cannot justify all the scenes from my war

But I can slaughter any doubt that there will be more

Burying reality in hands full of pills

Surrender to the judgment that is breaking my will

These voices drag me deep into my personal hell

The Jackal has weighed and found me wanting

Crawl into the deeper pit that will never end

Make peace with all the terror that consume all I am

Surrender to the voices that go on without end

And embrace all the horror that became who I am

Crawl into the deeper pit that will never end

Make peace with all the terror that consume all I am

Surrender to the voices that go on without end

And embrace all the horror that became who I am

Tired of reliving all the scenes from my wars

Slaughtering the hope that I can take more

Bury my reality in hands full of pills

Trying to forget that there was a before

Voices, twisting, my name

these voices drag me into my own hell

The Jackal pushes me into my final grave

The Jackal weighed and found my soul wanting

On trial, for my mind crimes, knowing mercy will not prevail

No hope, scales distorted, trapped inside nuclear winter

Try to, understand why, Jackal God wants my weight in blood

Horror in surrender, while my ghosts consume my soul