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How many times can I stare into the abyss that is too real

How many times can i give myself in a world that doesn't feel

For years I've tried to change their ways with a crown that isn't mine

Battled the darkness to free their souls, for a truth that's hard to find

I, can't help but wonder is God testing me

Why, with my last breath is he not saving me

No

fucking twist of fate

How can my holy life end me in

Hell

Now it is too late

This realisation breaking me and

Now I relive every scene from my wasted life

Cheered on by the ungrateful that burned me alive

No

As I drown in hate

What God would end this hallowed life in

Hell

Hell

What was the point of my sacrifice for this undeserving race

The flames took my flesh as I became ash on your stake that wore my face

I battled the darkness to free your souls from your damning ignorance

Yet you made me the beast to be loathed and killed, should have let you drown in sin

Now I relive every scene from my wasted life

Cheered on by the ungrateful that burned me alive

There's nowhere to go but darkness

When you drowned in the light

I, can't help but wonder is God testing me

Why, with my last breath is he not saving me