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This lack of sadness,

The bottom of my world.

A tired ship torn apart,

Leave me to hang alone.

Some form of life,

A new day to shattered hearts.

My hope is all gone.

Terrific thing, terrific thing.

Obsession turns herself to me,

"Have you heard me all along?"

Limb from limb, god from god.

Thank you for it all,

This death, this song.

Chaos feels better than happiness.

Sharpen this blade on my skin.

I won't ask again, just tear my throat.

I will be whole again.

And when I die, god I hope to be good.

I hope to be good. I hope to be God.

My pride, my greed, envy, gluttony.

My lust, wrath and sloth.

Helpless, helpless cause.

Change must come.

These blades of grass.

I can't come down.

And when I die, god I hope to be good.

I hope to be good. I hope to be God.

Strike me, strike me down,

Make me, make me yours.

Take my, take my love.

My last, last goodbye

Show my, show my ending.

I hope to be, to be good, to be God.

I understand: destroy myself to forget.

I understand: forget love, forget me.