Another door open in my chest Made of granite and oak. It melts away in the sun, Leaving just the stone. Nowhere left to run. My hands are full. At the end: I heave the last box of regret Into the abyss. I stand and wonder, "Who lives for me?" My tomb in amber, My life below the silt. My eyes are pure, Should I be buried at sea or sand? I can fight again, All this bad blood Turns black and blue. An elephant in this desert. Through the abyss.