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So, here I am at the crossroads

The choices I have to make

aren't mine to take

Numbness fading away

there is no god for me

a nail-embedded road awaits

words I cannot speak

things locked inside

"I cannot give you the answers you seek

There is no triumph for the weak"

A fucking concrete pylon

through the heart

Forgive me father

for I have sinned

A justified cause

of a furious redeemer

Destruction is on it's way

And I have but one word to say

for my advocacy "I'm sorry - - "

"I cannot give you the answers you seek

There is no triumph for the weak"

I twist the knive in my wound

You pour out the last drop of blood

I have bathe in the lakes of remedy

just to find out my dreams of salvation

became obsolete long ago