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As I step out of the crematory

My mind is filled with aggression and rage

I faced pain so horrid, it went on for days

Whatever comes out he throws it right back at my face

And I lost my battle against myself

And finally I'm starting to believe

It is futile to even try

To cross the line to reach the clearer skies

Balancing on a string

I never got to fall

As those two rip me in half

Again and again

The fear of falling, I lost

years ago

As my counterpart takes what he owns

Again and again

My conscience

was run down

by inner demons long ago

I have ran from my judgement

So my finger on the trigger

It was eager it was willing

To end lives

To wreak havoc

To make numbness go away

To end my suffering

Balancing on a string

I never got to fall

As those two rip me in half

Again and again

The fear of falling, I lost

years ago

As my counterpart takes what he owns

Again and again

Balancing on a string

I never got to fall

As those two rip me in half

The fear of falling, I lost

years ago

As my counterpart takes what he owns