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I've concealed the light you gave me

And drown myself in shadows

Despair feeds me with narcotic lust

Without any reason to survive

And I see

There is no going back

I am deprived

Of sensible feelings

Why would I turn around with the tide

Thoughts remain as mystery

I kill the glory of overcoming my mistakes

And force myself through the storm

Within the waves the sickness thrives

There is no search for consolation

Plunging into a fake catharsis

And falling into the darkest pit

I wanted to be the one

The pain, the storm, the love

But it was never meant to be

And between us

It is forever lost

And I see

There is no going back

I am deprived

Of sensible feelings

And I see

There is no going back

I am deprived

Of sensible feelings

Why would I turn around with the tide

Thoughts remain as mystery

I kill the glory of overcoming my mistakes

And force myself through the storm