Hearing the call in the dark - suddenly I'm awake Seeing the pain that it brings - all too familiar sight Finding I'm walking the line - balance soon escapes Now that I'm falling behind - torturing my eyes Same feeling as I felt that day Innocence lost seems like yesterday Wander lost never to find my place Taking the time to find my state of grace I don't know what to do, what to say, I'm a mime on a permanent high Feel the cool, feed the pain, I'm the one, who will say, that its never enough Fall asleep in a bed full of snakes, they bite, & now the venom's in my veins All alone, in a room, full of black, the lights off, & nobody is home Taking it back once again - once more I escape Finding I'm playing the game - suddenly I hear voices Tell me that you are the one - who takes away the pain Only to play it again - the game time never looses I try to forget, but it lurks in my mind I feel like I'm fading, like I'm not even alive The first time we met, I held back his fire But again & again, he returned to me