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It was me all along that you blamed for your wrongs

Test the time as brings, you repent your fate

As it starts to be clear what I’ve felt through these years

Never wanting to see accepting my fate

Consciously beckoning wandering one

Forgive me as I see what you never will be

Hold me once more so I might last through every night

Maybe then I’ll sleep again and find my peace of mind

This is my testimony, coming from all that’s lonely

Forging ahead with only what I believe

Heaved so high, wanting the sky

Never ask why. Forgive me, this time I pray for peace

Only you can save me

Now I see what it’s been all these times that we bleed

Falling just to admit is it worth this shit

But I must analyse all the lows and the highs

Can there be a happy medium between

Slowly it’s growing, starting to eat inside

Foolishly indulging, deeper I sow my own

What you would be I know, if only your face would show

Only in deep you see my fall in your destiny

Lonely ocean, sailing lonely ocean

Save me from what will become now, my love