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Lost in my trifling questions

My problems didn't concern You

They were so insignificant

In the face of your alien feelings

There was only money cult

My feelings where a cradle of strange thoughts

You used to maintain so

Beig different i was worse

I'll not disturb anybody any more

But I'm afraid when i feel approaching death

Dear mother, dear father

These are my last words

My God forgive me, I'm still your child

Forget my sins and save my soul

I could live and do so many things

But what for?

I have nobody

My life's flying away

Tears of bitterness mixing with blood

My deed is not weakness

Perhaps You'll understand it some day

I'm sorry!!!

I'm leaving this world

Because there was no place for me

Dear mother...