I'm holding back a tide Relentless surging, churning miasma Holding sickness at stride, put aside your nightmares Embrace infinity's grey eyes They're burning right through you The ringing, writhing in you Forcefully derived, forging disregard Seething, nurtured in flame Once servant, now master Slaving, oneself to oneself Echo these words in vast caverns Echo these words throughout the void The stifling cold now subliming Place distance betwixt us, I beseech you Keep me at bay lest I reach you To inflict pain, design your suffering Becoming that I had studied Which I had despised Seeking an end out of spite I was seeking an end, but I received life Encrusting binds fall to the ground Its breaking out, grinding the inside out Encrusting binds fall to the ground Its breaking out, grinding the inside out I had longed for this Wasting countless decades Carving count lines in my skull The walls wore thin I would outlast myself You caught me brooding Moving the lines of self control It tore apart the fibres The substance of a whole Scraping, removing the outer layers Just beneath the skin Just beneath the mind Submerged in the lucid depths undescribed It's the truth we all exonerate Knowing we will each one day dissipate Each born to fleet Be joy, be suffering Contradict all All here for nothing