This curse surrounds me, I cannot believe Six months he said, could be just three Any plan is gone Feeling repressed Tragedy is getting closer This must be a bad dream Apathy to the facts No comprehension in my head Metastasis he said, no chance at all Feeling repressed Tragedy is getting closer This must be a bad dream Erasing common sense I’m gonna escape - Solo Joel - In a wet pool, I reject the mistake How to explain and how to tell What grows in my brain Feeling repressed Tragedy is getting closer This must be a bad dream Nerves repressed The model of my life My wife and my child I refuse to die